This memorial was created in loving memory of our precious baby girl
who was born into eternal life at 24 weeks gest on the 16th of November 2006 at 9.44pm weighing 645gms (1lb 6oz) and 27cm long (10.7 inches) in Auckland, New Zealand
We will love and remember her forever Always in our hearts and never forgotten my little angel xoxoxo kisses & cuddles for eternity xoxoxo
Made with love by our friend
Lacey Harris-Willoby - Angel Landan's Mama
Thank you so much Lacey for making these absolutely gorgeous pictures of Nevaeh and her family. It truly means so much to me and I will be eternally grateful. You're an amazing woman and an even more amazing Mommy. Emma xoxo
My baby girl, I had wanted you for so long. Even though I am blessed with your big brother Tyler I longed for just 1 more baby. So when Mummy and Daddy found out we were having you I finally felt complete and whole. We were so excited that you were coming. From the moment I found out you were growing inside me I was so excited and overwhelmed with anticipation of your arrival. I also worried about if something went wrong (as most mummy's do). I didn't want to lose you now that I finally had you. I felt a lot better once we saw you on your first scan at 13 weeks alive and kicking. Mummy and Daddy had tears in our eyes and were so excited to finally see you. To be past the first trimester I thought everything was going to be okay and eventually I'd have my baby girl. I got to hear your heart beat at 18 weeks, that was wonderful to actually hear you my baby. On the day of your 19week scan Daddy was working so Mummy took your brother Tyler instead. How things changed from a dream to a nightmare. It was the worst day in my entire life finding out something was wrong with my precious baby girl. Your big brother was so strong for Mummy and really looked after me when I was sobbing my heart out. He was so sad but he really had your strength and was strong for Mummy. They said you'd probably live for another week or so, the date was 12th Oct 2006. There was fluid in your little body and your little heart was having troubles. We tried everything and hoped that the doctors would be wrong and you'd be okay and live. But my baby girl you were a little fighter and so strong and you kept fighting for 4-5 more weeks. Then you went to sleep somewhere
between the 10th -14th Nov 2006. Daddy thinks he saw you leave and Mummy thinks that's when you left also (12th Nov 2006). You were born on the 16th Nov 2006 at 9.44pm -24weeks gestation - 645gms & 27cm long. It was the hardest thing giving birth to your lifeless little body my little girl, as I knew that you had gone and that wasn't really you. I would never change that though. The delivery room was filled with so much love for you my baby girl. I will never forget kissing you, holding you and touching you. I will never forget Daddy kissing you, holding you and touching you also. Daddy was so sad and he talked to you like you were there, it was so hard for him, that broke Mummy's heart. You were and are so beautiful my baby girl. I treasure every moment you were apart of me. I loved having you inside me and feel so blessed to have had that time together. Even though you have gone you are still a part of me and are with me every single moment of the day. You will always be in my heart always, forever & eternity. We named you Nevaeh as it means 'Heaven' back to front. You are now our little angel in heaven my baby girl. It's so hard been here without you and I think about how old you should of been all the time. But I know your in a better place and one day Mummy will see you and hold you in my arms again and kiss you forever. I wanted you more than anything but unfortunately it wasn't to be. We found out that you had contracted a virus which caused kidney failure which made you produce excess fluid and stopped you from producing blood properly, making pressure on your heart and therefore causing you to have heart failure. We couldn't have changed that my baby girl as this was something that just happened for no reason at all, just a random thing sadly ;-( It's so hard when so many friends and family have had their babies and you were meant to be the first. But my baby girl please know that Mummy loves you more than anything, you were my blessing and still are my little angel. Know that you took a big part of Mummy with you to look after you when you left. I'm so proud and blessed to be your mummy forever. And you have Great Nanna Fraser and Great Nanna Prince to look after you and love you for us until we're there also. We all love you soooooooooooo much Nevaeh Angel Prince-Fraser..... love always, forever & eternity Mummy, Daddy, Tyler, Toni and all the family and friends that you touched their hearts without ever knowing them xoxoxoxoxo kisses & cuddles for eternity xoxoxoxoxo
Thank you so very much to the family and friends that were so supportive and caring throughout this terrible time. And also thank you to the people who continue to be supportive now, and who continue to light candles, you know who you are. I love you all so very very much and I will forever be thankful for that, it means so much xoxo
Made with love by Christine Ragle - Angel Hendryx's Mummy
Please have a look at Nevaeh's timeline as it shows her life story in more detail and what caused her to leave us all too soon...
Click on Nevaeh's angel princess
Guess What Mummy & Daddy?
Guess what mummy & daddy?
Heaven is great.
Just like you said
There's not much longer to wait
Guess what mummy & daddy,
I have a guardian angel who comes at night
I told him I wanted to go,
But the times not right.
Guess what mummy & daddy
My angel came this morning. While you were still in bed, He came with a warning.
Guess what mummy & daddy
When I left with my angel.
So you could rest some more,
I knew my time was soon.
Guess what mummy & daddy,
When you were finally out of sight, I told my angel, The time is just right. Guess what mummy & daddy, When you still didn't know I was gone, My angel put his hand in mine, And I was no longer stiff or sick,I felt so happy & fine. Guess what mummy & daddy, When the hospital called, I saw you crying from above. I saw daddy & how scared he was, And I knew how much I was loved. Guess what mummy & daddy, On the way to the hospital I heard you pray, Don't let them bring me back, I know you don't want God to take me away. Guess what mummy & daddy, I saw you walk into the room,and ask is she gone. I saw the look on your face when the doctor said yes! It looked like you'd never go on. Guess what mummy & daddy, I saw you holding me tight. I kissed you good-bye with my love, And tried to tell you I was alright. Guess what mummy & daddy, There's no more pain, You can go on with your life, And not feel so drained. Guess what mummy & daddy, I'll watch you all your days through. And be like your guardian angel, Just because, I LOVE YOU!!
I'll Hold You in Heaven
From the very beginning I loved you, As I made plans to hold you and rock you: You were tiny and helpless as you lay in my womb, But something went wrong and soon you were gone; My young heart was broken, my tears fell like rain, I'd never known such heartache and pain. I wonder who you look like, me or your dad, Do you have my smile and his eyes? Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small? We had dreams for you that reached to the skies. It was so long ago and I still miss you so, Thanks to Jesus, I'll see you in heaven. I'll hold you in heaven someday, When my trials on earth pass away; The angels have rocked you, the Father watches over you, I know you're waiting for me; I never could hold you everyday But I'll hold you forver in heaven someday.
Made with love by Christine Ragle - Angel Hendryx's Mommy
Daddy's little girl
Don't cry for me Daddy I am right here Although you can't see me I see your tears I visit you often Go to work with you each day And when it's time to close your eyes On your pillows where I lay I hold your hand and stroke your hair And whisper in your ear If you're sad today Daddy Remember I am here God took me home This we know is true But you will always be my Daddy Even though I'm not with you I am Daddy's little girl We will never be apart For every time you think of me Please know I'm in your heart. I Love you Daddy! You're Baby Girl Nevaeh xoxo
Made with love by Lacey Harris-Willoby - Angel Landan's Mama
This is Mummy's tattoo
From the top - The first symbol resembles your sister, Toni. The second symbol resembles your brother, Tyler. The third symbol resembles you, Nevaeh. And the fourth symbol resembles, LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART!!!
It says- TIAO (look at, gaze at, scan) TAI (great, exaulted, superior, big) NING (repose, serenity, peace, peaceful) AI (love with all my heart) 16th November 2007- Your 1st brithday/memorial xo And I got this one on my inner arm on your first birthday
Your name with a frangipani flower as they're so sweet and smell so beautiful just like you my princess!!! The flicks represents your pretty angel wings xo
Made with love by our special friend Christine Ragle - Angel Hendryx's mommy
Thank you so very much for these wonderful pictures another wonderful woman and mommy. We love them xoxo
Don't Mourn For Me Mummy
Mummy, please don't mourn for me; I'm still here, though you don't see. I'm right by your side, each night and day and within your heart I long to stay.
My body is gone but I'm always near. I'm everything you feel, see or hear. My spirit is free, but I'll never depart as long as you keep me alive in your heart.
I'll never wander out of your sight I'm the brightest star on a summer night. I'll never be beyond your reach I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach.
I'm the colorful leaves when fall comes around, And the pure white snow that blankets the ground. I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond-- The clear cool water in a quiet pond.
I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in the spring; the first warm raindrop that April will bring. I'm the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine, and you'll see that the face in the moon is mine.
When you start thinking there's no one to love you, you can talk to me through the Lord above you. I'll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees, and you'll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze.
I'm the hot salty tears that flow when you weep and the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep. I'm the smile you see on a baby's face. Just look for me, Mummy, I'm everywhere!
Made with love by Lacey Harris-Willoby - Angel Landan's Mama
NEVAEH'S PRAYER Written with love from your big sister Toni xoxo
Alas you have gone To the great darkness to the never ending light To the next realm Farewell for now my sister We will be together again You are an angel sent to your family forever This is a prayer for you to protect us In this time of sadness, darkness and happiness Know that our love for you is never ending As my sister This is our wish, for we are reaching out to you at this time Give us the strength to face all the trials we will have to face Take care of us, your family and those to who are sick, hurt or sad This our prayer for you Nevaeh at this time Bless you forever
NEVAEH'S SONG Written with love from your big sister Toni xoxo
Sister I'm missing you What did I do to deserve this I didn't even get one last kiss from you, oh sister! God took your love from me You needed to be an angel so it seems... I need to feel you here beside me I need to feel you hugging me I need to feel you holding me I need to feel your touch cause I miss your love so much and I need you here with me Why did he take you away, from me?!...
Chorus I just don't know what to do with myself I can't stand looking at those pictures on the shelf knowing that I will never have you in my arms again There's just one thing I want to know, Why would God want to hurt me so? Does he know how much it hurts to be missing you Nevaeh we're missing you Sister we're missing you I love you, Oh god dam it I love you why did he take you away? Love me because I love you so I miss you so much sister I just cant go on sister.....
It's hard for me to tell you I love you as I'm standing over your grave and I know I'll never hear your voice again, why did you leave me?! Why couldn't you just stay Because my world is nothing without you Now I don't know what to do with myself I would of given you anything just to make you happy Just to hear you say that you love me one time I'd go to hell and back over and over again Just to prove to you how much I need you here There's nothing that I wouldn't do I'd cry for you, I'd lie for you and there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven I would die for you Cause I would rather give up my life than to see tears in mum's eyes, I cant stand to see her cry!
Precious, tiny, sweet little one You will always be to me So perfect, pure, and innocent Just as you were meant to be. We dreamed of you and your life And all that it would be We waited and longed for you to come And join our family.
We never had the chance to play, To laugh, to rock, to wiggle. We long to hold you, touch you now And listen to you giggle.
I'll always be your mummy. He'll always be your daddy. You'll always be our child, The child we never had
But now you're gone...but yet you're here. We'll sense you everywhere. You are our sorrow and our joy. There's love in every tear.
Just know our love goes deep and strong. We'll forget you never The child we had, but never had, And yet will have forever.
We are connected, My child and I, by An invisible cord Not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord That connects us 'til birth This cord can't been seen By any on Earth.
This cord does it's work Right from the start. It binds us together Attached to my heart.
I know that it's there Though no one can see The invisible cord From my child to me.
The strength of this cord Is hard to describe. It can't be destroyed It can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord Man could create It withstands the test Can hold any weight.
And though you are gone, Though you're not here with me, The cord is still there But no one can see.
It pulls at my heart I am bruised...I am sore, But this cord is my lifeline As never before.
I am thankful that God Connects us this way A mother and child Death can't take it away!
My Mummy is a survivor, or so I've heard it said. But I can hear her crying at night when all others are in bed.
I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand. She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand.
But like the sands on the beach that never wash away... I watch over my surviving mum, who thinks of me each day.
She wears a smile for others... a smile of disguise! But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes.
My mum tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive. But anyone who knows her knows it is her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving mum through Heaven's open door... I try to tell her that angels protect me forevermore.
I know that doesn't help her... or ease the burden she bears. So if you get a chance, go visit her... and show her that you care.
For no matter what she says... no matter what she feels. My surviving mummy has a broken heart that time won't ever heal.
Made with love by Lacey Harris-Willoby - Angel Landan's Mama
Hi Daddy, its me, Your baby girl in the sky. Won't you tell me Daddy, Why does my mummy cry? Doesnt she know I'm happy here, Heaven's a beautiful place Oh, how it hurts me, Daddy To see tears streaming down Mummy's face. Daddy, tell her I'm much better here, Jesus fixed my heart. But when I see mummy crying, It just about tears it apart. I know it hurt you both, Daddy, When Jesus took me away. But you and mummy remember, We'll be together again someday. I can't wait to hug you, I never got the chance before. When its time for you to come, I'll be waiting at heavens door. Then you'll both understand, Jesus knew where I needed to be. What a marvelous place to live, Just wait and you both shall see. Please let my Mummy know, Daddy, That I heard every word she said. And I remember her softly kissing me As I lay cuddled in her arms. Just one more thing Daddy, Before I have to go, I love you both very much And just wanted you to know.
Here's your little Neo pets for you to play with...
Here's your Disney friends to play with...
An angel never dies
Don’t let them say I wasn’t born That something stopped my heart I felt each tender squeeze you gave, I’ve loved you from the start.
Although my body cant hold. It doesn’t mean I am gone, This world was worthy, not, of me, God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul, What you are forced to face, You have my word, I’ll fill your arms, Someday we will embrace.
You’ll hear that it was “meant to be, God doesn’t make mistakes”, But that wont soften your worst blow, Or make your heart not ache.
I’m watching over all you , Another child you’ll bear, Believe me when I say to you, That "I am always there".
There’ll come a time, I promise you, When you will hold my hand, Stroke my face and kiss my lips, And then you’ll understand.
Made with love by Christine Ragle - Hendryx's Mommy
Don't Tell Me
Please don't tell me you know how I feel, Unless you have lost your child too, Please don't tell me my broken heart will heal, Because that is just not true, Please don't tell me my daughter is in a better place, Though it is true, I want her here with me, Don't tell me someday I'll hear her voice, see her face, Beyond today I cannot see, Don't tell me it is time to move on, Because I cannot, Don't tell me to face the fact she is gone, Because denial is something I can't stop, Don't tell me to be thankful for the time I had, Because I wanted more, Don't tell me when I am my old self you will be glad, I'll never be as I was before, What you can tell me is you will be here for me, That you will listen when I talk of my child, You can share with me my precious memories, You can even cry with me for a while, And please don't hesitate to say her name, Because it is something I long to hear everyday, Friend please realize that I can never be the same, But if you stand by me, you may like the new person I become someday.
We love and miss you so much my baby girl. The pain and sorrow of your loss is still so raw but I continue on knowing your with me always. I have learnt so much from losing you (only in body form), my daughter, my blood, my greatest & truest love, my never ending soul. I have learnt that I don't need to get over it that I just have to live with it, I will never get over it and nor should I ever have to. It has made me feel so much understanding and compassion towards other families that have gone through the loss of someone they loved so dearly. I had always understood how people would of felt but now it's just so much more clearer now. Families that have gone through heartache after heartache, it's not fair but it happens to the best of people unfortunately no one is immune to tragedy and heartache.... You have made mummy an even stronger person than I thought I could ever be. A strength that I thought didn't exist. You have changed my life forever. You may have only been in mummy's life for a brief moment but that brief moment was a lifetime to me. The short time that you were apart of mummy was better than you never been apart of mummy at all. I would go through all of that heartache, pain and sorrow 1,000 times over again just have that brief moment with you. You have been the greatest teacher to mummy, even though you never spoke to me, you spoke volumes without even speaking. You came to us for a reason, to teach me and make mummy stronger, and more importantly you came to me to be my daughter forever. Thursday must of been your day, we found out we were pregnant with you on Thursday, that something was wrong with you on Thursday, gave birth to you on Thursday and I also started this memorial site on a Thursday. I keep you alive by always remembering you, talking about you, keeping your photo's and teddies up, lighting your candles, sleeping with your blankie (the teddies & blankie you were cremated with I had got two of each for us to keep once you were gone) and things like that. Always thinking of you my baby girl. Love always, forever & eternity, Mummy xoxoxoxo
Thank you to anyone who has taken the time to read this special memorial website to our precious angel baby girl, Nevaeh. Its a very strange way to feel closer to your passed loved one but it actually does make you feel closer. Please light a candle for our little girl, it truly means alot.
Please visit baby Angel's site by clicking on her pretty picture
Just a special thank you to Angel's mommy, Alisha for been a wonderful friend. Thanks to our very special angel's we have a special friendship now... Love you both so very much xoxo
Please visit Angel Hendryx's site by clicking on his beautiful picture
Please visit Angel Landan's site by clicking on his beautiful picture
gift for you / Alisha (Angel's Mommy )
This poem what on my friends site (http://tracyweinshrott-richards.memory-of.com/) and I thought you would love it.Go ahead, mention my daughter, The one that died, you know. Don't worry about hurting me further. The depth of my pain doesn't show. Do...
so so sad.... / Paula (no relation )
hi u guys dont know me but i came across this page and it caught my eye n actually made me tear up a little bit.. i have a daughter who passed away at 27 days old and her name was nevaeh also... the part that brought on tears is they share the same ...
So sorry / Vickie
Your daughter is absolutely beautiful. I'm so sorry you had to lose her.
I lost my little girl a few weeks ago but I wasn't as far along as you. It's so wrong that any parent has to lose a child.
Mummy to Isabella-grace-hather...
Merry Christmas sweetheart / Christine Mom2Angel Hendryx
Hey there sweet lil angel princess! I'm sorry I have not been to your site, in forever it seems like. I want you to know though, that I think of you precious angel and your family often. I know they miss you terribly and even more...
Missing you / Alisha
Hello precious Nevaeh, I always think about you and Angel playing, laughing and having so much fun together up in heaven. We miss you two so much. (Emma I really miss talking with you everyday.)
Mummy loves & misses you more than you'll ever know xoxoxo / Mummy (Mummy)Read >>
Your cousin Alexis was born today on the 4th of July 2007 xoxo / Mummy (Your Mummy 4eva xoxo )Read >>
I love you precious Angel xo / Big Sis Toni (sister)Read >>
Thinkin Of You / Traci Barnai (mommy 2 vanessa )Read >>